Well all, or all of you who read this and say oh oh, she hurts! I am not so much hurting as I am learning and struggling to find where I stand in my 'new' old life.
I spent lots of time with myself on Sunday. Had a fantastic nights sleep and you know what? Maybe not getting enough good sleeps is part of the problem!!! I am like a little kid!
So what conclusions have I come to?
1. I am strong and have my head on pretty tight. This does not preclude me from being naive now and again however!
2. I have made the right decisions and given ample thought to them.
3. Even when decisions are right, you still question the what if's.
4. Self Esteem can be strong in some areas and fragile in others
5. Life is not predictable or even controllable at times, but it is good.
Being at peace and being who you are, that is, being yourself, are one. ~Eckhart Tolle
Your task is not to seek love, but merely to seek & find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it ~Rumi
I believe the two quotes above speak strongly to me and my need to focus on being alone and working on my inner self so that I am able to embrace intimacy of the heart when it comes my way and be able to accept all that I am and is around me.
