The advice that resonated with me at this moment. Surrender. To let go, give over, "relinquish your will".... ah, yes. Surrender. What a tall order, and yet a wise one. I felt a few moments of surrender as I did chores and cared for the animals this evening. Smelling the cooling evening air with that distinct rich flavour. I felt my shoulder relax a good two inches south!
I think the concept of surrender is one I need to practise more. To surrender to that which I cannot control and trust that what will come, will indeed come my way. That people and things will arise in the given situation. Friday brought a call that was both unexpected and expected at the same time. I made my move, then surrendered knowing that I have moved far enough forward that I had surrendered to the situation. It was not within my control, I wras not about to engage in it nor event participate in a small way. What surprised me was that my request was heard, and I was allowed to not participate. Thank you.
In my life I am trying to feel more fully my own singular reality and understand how it affects and connects with others. Taking responsibility for only that which is mine to hold and carry. Sounds easy enough.... but not for me.
How we grow. How we learn! How I understand how people can want to "check out" whether it be through addictions, suicide or nervous breakdowns. The funny thing? It is just recently I have had this feeling strike and many around me have sent me messages affirming my strength and giving encouragement. If I just let go.... the universe will send what it will.... I hope anyway.
