whatcha really really want.... are you singing along yet? Go Spice Girls Go! Laughing now?
I have the "really really want" taste in my mouth. I have seen a glimpse of my possible future. In a job. Oh yes. As one of those nutbars who needs to have a job that MEANS something and expresses themselves through it, this job is ideal. I saw the posting and honestly thought THIS JOB WAS MADE FOR ME!! It pulls my teaching, my work with the Dairy Farmers, with 4-H, my work on Boards and now my Volunteer Management Certificate into one lovely package. They NEED me. I can do this. The potential is so huge I almost salivate.
Some would be daunted and terrified at the sheer volume of possibilities. Not this cat! I itch to sit down and brain storm with the staff. To pick and poke their brains. Then to map out those possibilities and see what holds true potential. To create, rebuild, rejeuvenate and make this facility the jewel it really is. To have so much opportunity for positive creative impact makes me feel like a starving person who has laid eyes on a feast. One that would sustain for years and years.
Today in interview number two, I felt good vibes. Like the HR person was gunning on my behalf and like the Chairman wanted to offer it to me there. When I left and saw the next candidate in a suit I almost laughed. A suit? To tour the property of a working farm? Will he pet the goats? Feed the pigs or explore the straw area?? Ah. Now to find the patience to wait until word on Friday.
Let it be me
(this is not a fighting song)
Let it be me
(not a wrong for a wrong)
Let it be me
If the world is night
Shine my life like a light
-Indigo Girls-
