Man life is crazy. When you are looking, sometimes what you are seeking sneaks up and smacks you upside the head. I am so open to anything and everything in the 'space' I am in right now. Heck, I apparently mutter "wow" in my sleep. Must be my subconscious speaking aloud about all that I have experienced in the last fourteen months. Lessons. Should I list them?
1. People and life experience teach the best lessons.
2. People will love you, hate you, do things you cannot understand. And you know what? It isnt about what you are/are not/have/do not have...... it is about what they are focused on. What you evoke in them. What you mirror back to them. They choose their response to you, not the other way around.
3. It really hurts when people do not live up to the potential you see in them, or the person they lead you to believe was reality. You can only see what others let you in to see, but on top of this we suffer from seeing what we want to see.
4. Being authentically who you are and centred is not always easy, but it is SO JOYFUL. Ahhh.
5. Opening your heart and head to all the possibilities and energies around you brings back incredible opportunities.
Today I feel touched by warmth despite the chill in my office (heat on in September??). I feel lucky. Despite knowing I am physically tired, I feel mentally refreshed today. Beautiful. I am believing in my 2% rule. Even when things are tough, I know I am tougher and days I have this inner feeling make up for those. Ahhhhh..... if you are reading this, I want you to close your eyes and feel my arms wrapping around you and giving you a REAL hug. One where you feel squeezed and drawn into warmth. Where our hearts touch for a moment, mine telling yours to feel the love around you. My lips touching your forehead and a silent wish resting there that you will feel wisdom and inner peace of self.