Trying....
to be me and wholly present
to not repeat the mistakes of my past, the patterns that dog me
to be a wiser, more open, and fully mindful woman
Reaching...
for inspiration in my profession and career
for fufillment and satisfaction
Wondering...
why must we desire what we cannot have?
why is it that the human psyche can be so fragile?
why is it so very difficult to find a partner in a world filled with people looking for just the same?
why do people come close, admire, respect, enjoy but not connect?
Perhaps....
It is just not to be right now
There is a bigger plan
This is just a moment, a blink in all that is
Maybe...
Love is not what we think it truly is
That the passionate connect we think we want is really just disguised pain
Love is really the culmination of respect, appreciation, communication and connection
It isnt an absolute here or not here
Wouldnt it be nice if life came with a map?
