I awoke at 3:30am to my 5 yr old hollering "Mummy, can you snuggle me?". I stumbled out of bed carrying my pillow and snuggled in with her. When the REAL morning rolled around she kissed me and said "Happy Mother's Day Mummy, I love you". Ahhh. Now that is sweet. Have to smile despite not having slept that well for the last 4 hrs!
It has turned out to be a really wonderful day. My Dad actually came out and his wife too. My in-laws, and spouse's family and new little nephew came. My own brother was here, and a cousin came too. I had spent a good hour cooking wonderful muffins and an egg dish-- both which turned out fabulously well. Had a walk with the dog as they cooked. Tidied and cleaned. The world felt organized and nice. Having nice people here, good food, smiles..... all really really warm feeling. So good. Then, off to the first piano recital I have attended for my own child.
Now I sit here in the quiet house, smiling and thinking on just how much I love the people in my life. How in THIS moment, I am happy. Is all perfect? Hell no. But that is okay too! I am happy. Happy that my children are secure and loved. Happy that the sun is shining and plants are growing. Happy that I had the best Mother's day ever. Happy that I am a Mum even though there are DEFINATELY days that I think "what the hell was I thinking" when I decided to procreate!!
It has been such a good day. I can look at my own life with perspective today. Dream about possibilities, but be okay with possible realities.
I love this song. It sums up the way I feel about those I love, and the way I feel embraced by a few of my very special friends. Thank you. What a beautiful day.
