I have had some time to just pull back and focus this week. My focus and efficiency at work has been great, I feel on my game! So to speak! The ideas are flowing and Spring and Summer feel just around the corner. Amazing. I have put my focus into my kids, my work and myself and it feels good. Really good.
I generally am a pretty good natured person, always positive as well. Like I indicated in past post's, I feel like I am standing on a hill with the ability to look back and look forward. That which is ahead of me seems to be coming into view. All the up and down and instability of the last six months is settling. 2011 truly does feel like a good fit, fresh start.
Weird how we tend to repeat behaviour isn't it? We look for security by bringing "same" into our lives even though we think we are bringing different in. Some patterns in my own choices are starting to come to light. I am so lucky to have friends who call a spade a spade and don't worry about hurting my feelings (initially that is!). They have pointed out the patterns I suspected. Hope I can follow their advice and my own goals clearly.
The Sundance channel has been free this month and I have caught some incredible programs. Some funny, others poignant, one program very very thought provoking. I recommend any music lover, truth seeker, and those wanting to look deep within themselves and ask tough questions to watch some of these....
www.whataboutme.tv/#videos
What about me? What a question. It rings with meaning.... definately reflects Western ideals... and this program really does a great job of crossing borders, boundaries and cultures... asking questions.
Check it out.
